You!

Dedicated to the one I love!

It was random, it was fast-

My heart just dived into the vast.

You were unknown, you were gone-

but right now you are the only one!

I loved you then, I love you now-

in the crowd, I saw you how?

You made me shy, you made me blush-

talking to you, I could never rush.

You were my first and you are my last-

nothing in between ever last.

Getting up every morning I think-

How I fell in love with you in a blink!

You make me happy, you make me merry!

You are like my cake top cherry.

You make me calm, you make me strong-

you make me feel that I too belong!

You let me be me, you let me be wild-

You never judged me in your mind.

You make me laugh, you make me cry

But most importantly, you let me fly!

Once Before

The closer I get to you, 
the scarier it gets. 
The worry in my head- 
just never fades!

We went through this once before 
and we are doing it again. 
Things are surely different now-
but will it become the same? 

Scared

Attachment to you, scares me,
Loving you, scares me,
Connection with you, scares me,
You scare me!

I am scared that all these-
Are too good to be true!

As and When

People come and go -
    as and when they want and please. 
People talks with you - 
   as and when they want and needs. 
Don't get too attached to someone
   Because they abandon you, 
   As and When they please!

Little Angel - My Son !

This little blue bird-
came with the news of your deceive.
Life was too hard,
And I wanted to Quit. 

Then something happened, one year ago-
There came an angel to me, 
with little toes and fingers-
He held my arms like a dream

I looked into his eyes
and I fell in love again.
It is the life to which I gave birth-
The Angel from Heaven. 

Looking at him grow-
Since a year which passed by-
And you wonder what would have happened 
If the little angel didn't come by. 

He took away all the pain, 
He gave a reason to live,
For he is my little Angel-
He is my Son indeed!

Before Me

I always wondered, what it would be like-
to be the first in someone's life.
To be the one who can think upright-
I just laugh at my own plight.

There is always something or someone before me
Money, work or she.
What did I think & what did I do?
Thinking all these makes me blue.

What holds in future-
I do not know.
But it won't be for me-
I can tell it in a blow.

It scares me-
It makes me sad.
But that is what I got into;
knowing all that!!

The Past comes Knocking!

When the past came knocking-
I closed the door. 
For I want it to be over-
and not deal with it anymore. 


You were a part of it;
You were all there.
But no one came to me-
Holding me to bear.


I cannot let it on-
I cannot let it go.
When the last came knocking-
I just closed the door!

Forbidden Love

I stood there-

With my heart in hand.

Watching him-

Coming down the stairs;

I stood still,

I cannot move.

Taking a step forward- 

Is not something I could.

Our eyes meet, 

And so did we, 

Taking a step forward-

I leap into thee. 

Only to realise-

with a heavy heart,

To step back-

One or Two.

For this is a forbidden love-

And will never come true!

In Silent Nights

In silent nights, my tear it rolls-
Piercing through my heart,
unknown from the world,
Like river it flows.

Sometimes I feel it, yet sometimes I don't-
But in silent nights, my tear it rolls.

What if I was unknown?
What if you were unknown?
Life put us together, yet I am alone.

Sometimes I feel it, yet sometimes I don't-
But in silent nights, my tear it rolls.

I want to die, I want to end-
but then there is my little angel
Bringing hope and love again.

Sometimes I feel it, yet sometimes I don't-
But in silent nights, my tear it rolls.

Each day passes and I miss you more

But there lies no hope anymore- 

I am not able to endure 

Sometimes I feel it, yet sometimes I don't-
But in silent nights, my tear it rolls.

I feel empt, I feel lost
Trapped in a wooden box...
Waking up yet another day,
Wishing it to be the end.

Sometimes I feel it, yet sometimes I don't-
But in silent nights, my tear it rolls.

I have fought battles unknown
Then I was not meant for the dawn-
I feel alone, I can't stand-
Can someone please hold my hand?

In silent nights, my tear it rolls.....

Fading!

You were just here, 
making my heart glow. 
But now-
I get a blow.

You are fading away,
taking all the hopes.
And now-
I stand alone at the bay.

Wishing you could be here,
the thought of you gone, 
Rips me and my heart bare.