Scared

Attachment to you, scares me,
Loving you, scares me,
Connection with you, scares me,
You scare me!

I am scared that all these-
Are too good to be true!

As and When

People come and go -
    as and when they want and please. 
People talks with you - 
   as and when they want and needs. 
Don't get too attached to someone
   Because they abandon you, 
   As and When they please!

Little Angel - My Son !

This little blue bird-
came with the news of your deceive.
Life was too hard,
And I wanted to Quit. 

Then something happened, one year ago-
There came an angel to me, 
with little toes and fingers-
He held my arms like a dream

I looked into his eyes
and I fell in love again.
It is the life to which I gave birth-
The Angel from Heaven. 

Looking at him grow-
Since a year which passed by-
And you wonder what would have happened 
If the little angel didn't come by. 

He took away all the pain, 
He gave a reason to live,
For he is my little Angel-
He is my Son indeed!

Before Me

I always wondered, what it would be like-
to be the first in someone's life.
To be the one who can think upright-
I just laugh at my own plight.

There is always something or someone before me
Money, work or she.
What did I think & what did I do?
Thinking all these makes me blue.

What holds in future-
I do not know.
But it won't be for me-
I can tell it in a blow.

It scares me-
It makes me sad.
But that is what I got into;
knowing all that!!

The Past comes Knocking!

When the past came knocking-
I closed the door. 
For I want it to be over-
and not deal with it anymore. 


You were a part of it;
You were all there.
But no one came to me-
Holding me to bear.


I cannot let it on-
I cannot let it go.
When the last came knocking-
I just closed the door!

Forbidden Love

I stood there-

With my heart in hand.

Watching him-

Coming down the stairs;

I stood still,

I cannot move.

Taking a step forward- 

Is not something I could.

Our eyes meet, 

And so did we, 

Taking a step forward-

I leap into thee. 

Only to realise-

with a heavy heart,

To step back-

One or Two.

For this is a forbidden love-

And will never come true!

In Silent Nights

In silent nights, my tear it rolls-
Piercing through my heart,
unknown from the world,
Like river it flows.

Sometimes I feel it, yet sometimes I don't-
But in silent nights, my tear it rolls.

What if I was unknown?
What if you were unknown?
Life put us together, yet I am alone.

Sometimes I feel it, yet sometimes I don't-
But in silent nights, my tear it rolls.

I want to die, I want to end-
but then there is my little angel
Bringing hope and love again.

Sometimes I feel it, yet sometimes I don't-
But in silent nights, my tear it rolls.

Each day passes and I miss you more

But there lies no hope anymore- 

I am not able to endure 

Sometimes I feel it, yet sometimes I don't-
But in silent nights, my tear it rolls.

I feel empt, I feel lost
Trapped in a wooden box...
Waking up yet another day,
Wishing it to be the end.

Sometimes I feel it, yet sometimes I don't-
But in silent nights, my tear it rolls.

I have fought battles unknown
Then I was not meant for the dawn-
I feel alone, I can't stand-
Can someone please hold my hand?

In silent nights, my tear it rolls.....

Fading!

You were just here, 
making my heart glow. 
But now-
I get a blow.

You are fading away,
taking all the hopes.
And now-
I stand alone at the bay.

Wishing you could be here,
the thought of you gone, 
Rips me and my heart bare.

Fade Away

It is strange how feelings fade

and we look for aid.

It is nothing that I can do

And nothing that you can do

But the feelings simply fade.

Words mark their territory-

in the heart and brain, 

Becoming predatory-

It starts to give you pain.

Silence becomes crucial,

Actions become numb, 

Words are just conveyed-

and the feelings start to fade.

The Fall

I asked you when do you leave 

You tell me you already got the ticket.

Shocked and surprised I tell you thus 

“ When were you going to tell me this! “

You find it offending knowing not why

You didn’t see the reason behind. 

I ask as I miss you so 

Need to know how many days more. 

You think I have other intentions, and hence 

You came up with a great plan!!!! 

Planned well you did indeed,

Every tale spoken like a priest.

Thinking how it all fits,

I ask you to give me a treat.

Your castle tumbled down your knees-

Yet proudly you quote my words

“ When were you going to tell me this”

Alarmed and shocked I took it all

In silence I did stand tall-

Yet you will not know where was the fall........