Forbidden Love

I stood there-

With my heart in hand.

Watching him-

Coming down the stairs;

I stood still,

I cannot move.

Taking a step forward- 

Is not something I could.

Our eyes meet, 

And so did we, 

Taking a step forward-

I leap into thee. 

Only to realise-

with a heavy heart,

To step back-

One or Two.

For this is a forbidden love-

And will never come true!

In Silent Nights

In silent nights, my tear it rolls-
Piercing through my heart,
unknown from the world,
Like river it flows.

Sometimes I feel it, yet sometimes I don't-
But in silent nights, my tear it rolls.

What if I was unknown?
What if you were unknown?
Life put us together, yet I am alone.

Sometimes I feel it, yet sometimes I don't-
But in silent nights, my tear it rolls.

I want to die, I want to end-
but then there is my little angel
Bringing hope and love again.

Sometimes I feel it, yet sometimes I don't-
But in silent nights, my tear it rolls.

Each day passes and I miss you more

But there lies no hope anymore- 

I am not able to endure 

Sometimes I feel it, yet sometimes I don't-
But in silent nights, my tear it rolls.

I feel empt, I feel lost
Trapped in a wooden box...
Waking up yet another day,
Wishing it to be the end.

Sometimes I feel it, yet sometimes I don't-
But in silent nights, my tear it rolls.

I have fought battles unknown
Then I was not meant for the dawn-
I feel alone, I can't stand-
Can someone please hold my hand?

In silent nights, my tear it rolls.....

Fading!

You were just here, 
making my heart glow. 
But now-
I get a blow.

You are fading away,
taking all the hopes.
And now-
I stand alone at the bay.

Wishing you could be here,
the thought of you gone, 
Rips me and my heart bare.

Fade Away

It is strange how feelings fade

and we look for aid.

It is nothing that I can do

And nothing that you can do

But the feelings simply fade.

Words mark their territory-

in the heart and brain, 

Becoming predatory-

It starts to give you pain.

Silence becomes crucial,

Actions become numb, 

Words are just conveyed-

and the feelings start to fade.

The Fall

I asked you when do you leave 

You tell me you already got the ticket.

Shocked and surprised I tell you thus 

“ When were you going to tell me this! “

You find it offending knowing not why

You didn’t see the reason behind. 

I ask as I miss you so 

Need to know how many days more. 

You think I have other intentions, and hence 

You came up with a great plan!!!! 

Planned well you did indeed,

Every tale spoken like a priest.

Thinking how it all fits,

I ask you to give me a treat.

Your castle tumbled down your knees-

Yet proudly you quote my words

“ When were you going to tell me this”

Alarmed and shocked I took it all

In silence I did stand tall-

Yet you will not know where was the fall........

Promise

Over and over..
You gave me your words.
Making me believe that
it will be the end.

But I failed in my believe,and
You failed in your colloquy.
Causing pain to both-
You and Me

I look into your eyes and
I see no trust
How do I go ahead from thus

You make me scare for the future;
You make me question our life.
Make me free from this,
Keep the Promise you give!

Forgive

I feel free, nothing more it can be.
I let it go and now I feel like a bee-
humming around the flowers, dancing around the pollen,
My spirit and myself are yet to be fallen.

It was not easy,
It came with a lot of pain.
But to forgive is not to forget,
Its just being a better self.

I cried myself to sleep-
and suffered all by self.
But then came a realisation-
Why should I suffocate?

I let it go and forgave the thing,
It made me feel light and thin.
I glowed with pleasure
and was made Wiser.
To forgive is to be free and,
not to forget is a plea.

Broken Trust

Trust is like glass, smooth and clear
But once there is a crack, you need to fear.
You gave me all reasons to believe,
Again to trust and start to live.

We were in love-
and writing our vows.
But then I saw what was hidden-
Contacting your past and temptation which should have been got ridden.

It broke my trust like a piece of glass
shattered to pieces like powdered dust...
Now there is a burden on my chest sitting like a mass.
Ripping my senses and heart apart.


I feel the pain each passing moment
crawling up to my brain.
Slowly paralyzing my body,
But the pain still remain.

Now I feel no more,
I feel dead as a whole.
Only the pain lingers for sometime.
What have you done when our love was at its prime!!

Insecured

My present reminds me of my past,
How it felt and how it didn't last.
I keep bringing back my insecurities-
Thinking that it will always be.

Pictures of betrayal keep popping my mind,
Those things doesn't make my love to strive.
I push you away fearing to be hurt-
But it occurs again that you are not the same bud.

I fail to express how much I love.
Yet asking you to be near is too much.
I push and pull you like a slave
That's not my intention how can I say.

I love you more than I can tell,
Hope you will find the truth one day.

The Night of Friday

It was a Friday night-
You and I were both quite right.
With drinks in our hands; we thought and thought...
But, alas seldom we talked!
The world took speed, but we stood still
wondering and thinking what it will....

We laughed and shared stories untold-

knowing little what was to unfold.

Time passed like seconds in a clock,
Hours seemed like forgetting to tock!!!
We laughed and teased, yet thought a lot-
But, alas seldom we talked!

You said something which made me laugh,
until there were tears in my eyes and on the chair I sat half-
It was ages since my heart opened-
to something and to someone and
It scared me to death.

We bid our byes, making further plans-
But....
Was it a promise for future or a dead end!!!