Broken Trust

Trust is like glass, smooth and clear
But once there is a crack, you need to fear.
You gave me all reasons to believe,
Again to trust and start to live.

We were in love-
and writing our vows.
But then I saw what was hidden-
Contacting your past and temptation which should have been got ridden.

It broke my trust like a piece of glass
shattered to pieces like powdered dust...
Now there is a burden on my chest sitting like a mass.
Ripping my senses and heart apart.


I feel the pain each passing moment
crawling up to my brain.
Slowly paralyzing my body,
But the pain still remain.

Now I feel no more,
I feel dead as a whole.
Only the pain lingers for sometime.
What have you done when our love was at its prime!!

Insecured

My present reminds me of my past,
How it felt and how it didn't last.
I keep bringing back my insecurities-
Thinking that it will always be.

Pictures of betrayal keep popping my mind,
Those things doesn't make my love to strive.
I push you away fearing to be hurt-
But it occurs again that you are not the same bud.

I fail to express how much I love.
Yet asking you to be near is too much.
I push and pull you like a slave
That's not my intention how can I say.

I love you more than I can tell,
Hope you will find the truth one day.

The Night of Friday

It was a Friday night-
You and I were both quite right.
With drinks in our hands; we thought and thought...
But, alas seldom we talked!
The world took speed, but we stood still
wondering and thinking what it will....

We laughed and shared stories untold-

knowing little what was to unfold.

Time passed like seconds in a clock,
Hours seemed like forgetting to tock!!!
We laughed and teased, yet thought a lot-
But, alas seldom we talked!

You said something which made me laugh,
until there were tears in my eyes and on the chair I sat half-
It was ages since my heart opened-
to something and to someone and
It scared me to death.

We bid our byes, making further plans-
But....
Was it a promise for future or a dead end!!!